When something is wrong...

Ok, so I think today I'm over the Jackie Wilson thing.... until tomorrow.

Things are looking a bit better. Sharidan is really helping me out motivation-wise and I've been praying a lot about my situations. I've been thinking a lot about what's important to me in my life and have reevaluated a lot of things... and I'm interested in applying to this course; Bachelor Of Arts - Teaching at The Australian Catholic University or this; Bachlor Of Arts at Monash Uni.

I'm really confused about the application process though, but I have some friends who will be willing to help me :) I just kick myself that I didnt sort this out 5 yrs ago, like I should have.

Can everyone pray for me that I hear something back about this job I applied to? Be it good or bad? Thanks.

Today I watched Walk To Remember with Mandy Moore (who I think is just ridiculously stunning). And I cried. and cried. and cried. Did I mention I watched it yesterday as well? It's the most beautiful love story (have to admit that I loved the book-- the movie was a bit cheesy) ... I couldn't imagine having someone love me as much as Landon loved Jamie. :( Such a beautiful story.

I spent $8 on a book by Jodi Picoult today. It's her newest one called-- Oh blast it, I don't remember, but her newest one anyway. "My Sister's Keeper" was my favourite book last yr until I read "Me & Emma" ... Anyway, I don't plan to spend any more than $8 this week.

Lent starts on wednesday. I'm going to Mass on wednesday night and then to the RCIA meeting. :) I liked my meeting last week. Oh! Sharidan and I are enrolling in a short course to learn make-up application (we probably won't learn anything new, haha we'd be able to teach them a thing or two... I bet they don't know that if you dampen your applicator and apply MAC pigments they appear to be shiny and stay on longer and don't crease in your eye folds! Ha! I'm all kinds of smart.) And at the end of next month I'm going to do a creative writing / childrens stories workshop.

Lots of stuff to do tomorrow, and it's 1:am. This is exceptionally early for me to go to bed, but I need to do that, cause part of my problem is staying up all night, and sleeping all day and feeling like a slug.

Good news, I've been cyphening my mums ADSL connection lately which means I have to use the internet out in the family room cause the cord isnt very long. But we got a 35m one today, which means I can go back to my room and have the privacy like I had before to look at whatever I want (it sounds like I look up porn or something, right? But no, I can't look up Catholic-y stuff, or sit for hours reading cause it's met with scorn or the loud blarring TV. My biggest hate in life is the sound of the TV. I hate TV!!!!!! It makes me angry!) and play whatever music I want without hearing how crap my speakers sound, or how crap my music is. (Coming from my step father who calls Metallica music.)

I wish there was a way I could lock posts so only certain people could read it, huh? Anyway, going back to my room now to tidy up real nice and go to sleep.

Please keep me in your prayers.

xx
God Bless.