Thursday, June 21, 2007

Exhaustion abounds...

Something struck me this afternoon as I sat down to finish off my homework. I no longer feel a searing pang of resentment toward my course each morning when I awake. For so long I woke up feeling really heavy, as though I wanted to just call up and say, "I quit. I don't do mornings." ...

And now it's just routine. Sometimes, I'll admit, I'm a little shaky on the whole, getting up early thing. I have recently become worse at it because I have a lot of things to do every night, but never the less, I don't wake up and give myself 20 good reasons as to why I should not go to classes that particular day. Progress, no?

I do know that I am absolutely exhausted much of these days and the holidays, my friend, cannot come quick enough. I start my holidays on wednesday and am as broke as hell and still need to pay for a few things. My mum's birthday gift, my best friend's birthday gift and more. and not to mention bills.

I have been having a huge debate with a baptist over the past few days as I previously mentioned, and I decided I've said my peice. I had to be careful about being too caught up over being "right" rather than just passing on God's word... but I think I answered him well, with the help of a lot of my old comments thanks to the lovely Antonia & Carmel =)

Some amazing things happened today, but I will have to write about that later because its after midnight now and I really need to catch some zeds.

I hope everyone is extremely happy & are having a blessed week. :)
xoxo
J

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

Its funny how acustomed you can get to something you believed you couldnt do once upon a time.
Like how i told you bout me and how at some point this year i started looking at my week and realised the latest i get up is 8am everyday , when we both know that we both liked sleeping in once not too long ago.
Maybe there is more life to live than we thought. Or maybe...we're just happier :D

Anonymous said...

Get some rest & keep evangelising!

God bless

Anonymous said...

I'm still not a morning person, but you definitely DO get into a routine.

BRing on the holidays!

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